It was hard at first. I felt so awkward, knowing how much I loved him, but I felt like maybe I jumped in too quickly. Michael was so intense, so loving. We had a conversation that was hard on both of us, on the relationships we had while we were broken up. I was glad he was honest with me though, even if it was hard to hear. I couldn't blame him though for anything that happened when we weren't together.
I was stupid and broke up with him again, after he told me he loved me because I was scared. I fixed it quickly and told him how I felt, confusion and all. I feel blessed that he never pushed, and let me come around on my own.
Have I mentioned how much I love my husband? I know that I hurt him while I was confused, but I'm glad he stuck by me. :)